So much to do, can't complain

Hello!!


Preparation time (second round) :P


What shall I say? I took some time of to relax... Last night I read my novel and got a few more ideas how to build it up. I feel too attached to the story from last year. I think it would be a bit decision to start something new. New characters, new plot, I don't have enough commitment for that :P I rather stick with my old story and build it up some more... or make it more complicated than it already is. At least I can give it a try. I have no desire to start something new. First I didn't want to do it at all... but as the time came close to think again about *nanowrimo* and after a chat with my friend, I am back here. Yes I am ready to do it again. This time it will be really challenging as I will have to work and try to plan my writing time afterwards in the evenings... It is doable I can show it that it is possible!


Anyhow, yeah I am still here, not making videos. Still do my challenge and try do reach my personal goals but it's all so challenging. Challenges are there to make us grow right? 
I feel I have a hard way to go and my daily life takes over most of its part (if you know what I mean) that it's hard to pursue my dream. Okay I do some things myself for that but it's kinda frustrating. Though I still keep doing what I have to do.


I feel slightly melancholic and I don't bother to be honest. I know I have to act professionally, don't do this do that etc. I don't care. I will be myself!


Thank you for reading,
Your bionic PoetryGirl

Nanowrimo preparation!!!

Help!! It's again this time of the year.... but I am glad that it IS this time of the year.... at least during the month of November I have a good excuse to be inside when it's cold outside and to WRITE!!


What is great about nanowrimo "National Novel Writing Month" is that all words count, even those that you wrote twice by accident, repetitions etc, wrong-spelled words all's ok as long as you keep writing because afterwards you can always delete what you do not want to be there.


I'm pondering... and as I think I get various ideas for this year. There is always a story to write about... but sometimes you just think is it worth 50,000 words? Is it worth even to give it a try? Sometimes stories are not happy! Mine are definitely not happy. I am not a happy writer by nature so mine are rarely happy. I like *drama* and you hard of this saying "Drama is poetry's best friend". I agree with this statement. It is very true!


My last year's novel was about a schizophrenic poet. :) yeah too funny! :P I didn't want to give up poetry writing so I had to write a story where I can still write poetry and it did work out. I didn't write just poetry but when I felt inspired I included some poems inside my novel and it worked well with the story itself. It's a morbid story about a killer who is sick so he had no idea what he did. I have to read this novel so I can decide if I am going to continue with this story or write a new one. I want to have a finished story! SO I will have to do that to figure out if it's worth to continue or not. Last year I didn't bother to read my story because I was so tired after nanowrimo that I needed a LONG break from my story. Yesterday almost a year passed by, when I finally printed out my story... I think my mind is fresh to read it .. but will it help me to make the decision easier?? I have no damn idea but I am glad that I still have some more or less 3 weeks left to decide.... phew.... I need to hurry!


I read my first 4 pages, still here and there some gaps, but what I read so far I do like :) it doesn't sound so bad at all. It is a story! :)


Will write more soon!

Thank you for reading,


Your bionic PoetryGirl

Sandra

Mother Nature's Beauty - POEM

Hi there!


It's time for some poetry!!! :))) I'd like to share with you one of my latest poems, not the latest as of today but it's one that I wrote a few days ago.


Mother Nature's Beauty


The sun was shining
And warmed up my skin
Sadly you've missed it.
Where have you been?


The stones so mighty,
Have always been there
For a few decades
Their beauty to spare.


Though people get busy
To notice what's around,
To see Mother Nature,
They can't hear her sound.




Your bionic PoetryGirl

Sandra

Thought-provoking poetry?

Hi there!!


Why is it always that I love thought-provoking poetry? My current poems are quite provoking...


Perhaps that is my nature? Not that I have certain dislike towards people, not at all. It is just that something that I read I dislike and have to write my opinion (in form of a poem). To share my point of view. Just like with the murder of Troy Davis, or Osama Bin Laden or anyone else. Not just things that happen in America, anywhere. Don't get me wrong. I have no dislike towards US, I like the country and I'd like to visit it one day. It's just that I do not agree with everything that is currently going on there. The same with the superstition that Lady Diana was killed and that it was not an accident. I have a poem that shares my opinion. 


hm... Anyhow, I don't seem to write happy poems at the moment. I'm not really in the mood and I rather prefer drama than bliss :)


I'll post some more poems here, as soon as I get some time to edit my blogs! So some poetry will come here soon! So make sure you check out my blog every now and then or simply subscribe to the newsfeed. :)


Thank you for reading,


Your bionic PoetryGirl

Sandra

Too tired to keep the fight - POEM

Sandra

Outside The Balcony - POEM

Back from vacation! A few weeks ago I went to Croatia, to visit family, friends and have a few days off to go to the coast. This is Senj, a place in Croatia. We stayed for two days. Upon arrival there was a little but strong storm, all was wet and cold outside. Later the clouds disappeared and we had great weather.

Here's a poem I wrote while I was sitting outside my balcony enjoying the sunrise early in the morning! Hope you'll enjoy it! 

I posted this poem on Facebook. You can have a look and if you like leave me some comments! Here's the LINK!

Your bionic PoetryGirl

Sandra

A new season started - new intentions - more poetry

Hi there!!


It's been a long time.... lot's of stuff going on. I'm back from my vacation! I started a new challenge with a small group of friends from ccor. Here are some of my new intentions. There were more but those are more or less all about poetry and I thought to share them here!


More will come soon! New videos are planned to be uploaded daily (if time allows & the editing). 


Stay in touch! More's coming soon!
Oh yes and I keep writing poetry again. Sometimes I need a new fresh start to get out of this stale depressing dark writer's block feeling. :)


Your bionic PoetryGirl

Sandra