Can you see my curve? That was made when I went to my acoustician a few days after my acute hearing loss. It's almost at the bottom and it totally sucks... but well... I hope better times will come.
Right now, on my 9th day I think I do hear a bit!!! =) It's strange I cannot really explain it. I feel like that I can hear more than what I used to but still not very much to comprehend. People still have to shout so that I could hear a wee bit but I can hear a bit. Nonetheless I'll go for the cochlear implant operation as I want to hear 80 % or more and not just a little bit. It's already very hard this way but I want it to get better. I know things will get better I am just scared of that what's to come this new hearing as I've never experience it. It makes me feel scared.
Will my ear be able to adopt that new hearing this implant in my head? Will it be able to work well? You know I have thousand questions right now. Will also my tinnitus disappear after the operation? I mean I can bear this sound in my head but it's really distracting and I'm not sure if this is why I feel so tired? I mean I have my 7h of sleep but still right now when all this is happening I feel more tired than before. Maybe this rushing noise makes me exhausted? What do you think?
Hm. I don't know. I guess to be honest with you, I'm wary of any implants. For one thing, the magnetic fields from such a thing would be right to my head and I'd want to get checked out why I blacked out and if I hit my head if that caused some damage? You may be tired just from your head being damaged. I don't know, but, for me, I'd be asking the Universe to help me and tell me what's going on with my head. That's just me, but I'm right here with ya hon, no matter what!!!! xxxooo
ReplyDeleteMARCH 11, 2010 3:59 PM
Thank you darling! I'm much better today but it was really a roller coaster week for me, now I'm okay, still feel tired but maybe just from all the thinking about all this :)
ReplyDeleteI have imported all blogs from my past account into this one, the same with your comments :)